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To sum it up simply, I started having an interest in starting therapy again at the start of this year because my life is the same shit it has always been. You can read the other parts of this post first, if you haven’t already:

  • Part 1*- Explains what is going on in my life that lead me to start to seek treatment for my PTSD again.
  • Part 2* – Explains exactly how I came to the realization that I wanted to give therapy another chance for the HUNDREDTH TIME!
This is the final post in this series.

(Written 07/22/2013)

Letter to self about why I want to start healing, and continue when things get hard:

  • So I can put the past behind me
  • So I can live a richer life
  • To free myself from emotional burden
  • To free myself financially
  • So I can feel whole
  • to free myself form nightly night terrors and daily flashbacks
  • So I can be physically healthy
  • So I can maintain and build a career(s) that I enjoy
  • So I can eat in a way that I feel is healthy
  • So I can do all the things that I enjoy with excitement
  • So I can live thoughtfully, how I choose
  • So I can be happy
  • So I can be free
Skyheart by SweetSurrender13

Skyheart by SweetSurrender13

My Monster Has A Name… actually many. This blog is a safe place for me to share my healing journey from childhood abuse. The topics covered are at times controversial, offensive, horrific, and hopefully sometimes inspiring. Thank you for sharing in my journey.